"You remember when you were a little kid and you would look at the clouds in the sky as the sunlight bounced off them. And something that simple would make you feel a part of everything and all alone at the same time. And that feeling's got something you can never put into words so you spend your whole life chasing it; making music, taking pictures, painting... whatever, in the hope that other people will understand that sense or... feeling. As creative entities we look for signs of life outside ourselves, for a connection to... alleviate the sense of solitude. That's why we all do what we do, whether we know of it ourselves or not."
— 2D

HOLY SHIT.
CUTE MOTHERFUCKING POKEMON MAGNETS.
BUY THEM.


POKEMART@ETSY

check it out.
it is my homie Lanini AKA enigmatic 's adorable shit.
IT'S SHINY.

update: I found my pencil!

my pencilll.
omggg.
;m; I lost my favourite/only pencil~
what kind of bullshit is this. I go so long not being inspired to draw anything, and as soon as I get my drawfu back.. no fucking pencil.
shit.
shit, I tell you.

Augh. At least I have my backup dollarama pencil [which really isnt the same, but oh well]. I guess this will also inspire me to clean this ugly room for once. Fuuuck.


also, no cosplay update. progress is slower than expected. :'D

[I am going to attach that pencil to my belt when i find it]

goodbye Katamari, hello Varia.
new LJ layout, ftw.

I feel like i have wasted the last 19 years of my life.
and i am still going on, wasting it.

such great despair i am in.

>:T looking at peroths.
again.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
DESPAIR.
WHY PEROTH. WHY YOU NOT FALL INTO MY LAP. :C
 

 

 

also. maybe going to post in LJ more often? :T
 

it is sad when a forum you love and frequent more than often turns into nothing but a big pile of bitching and complaining topped with a light dusting of

WANKWANKWANKWANKWANK.

 

:T I miss the days when the whining thread was just "BAW. MY CAT POOPED ON THE CARPET. SILLY KITTY."
or
"I HATE WORK."

enough of the "SOMEONE ON THIS FORUM DID THIS"
and the "I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE FROM THIS FORUM DOING SO AND SO OVER THERE."

kngsjk;ghdslj;sdh
despair despair despair.
the word of the day is despair.

Current Music: drawing days - SPLAY

totally stolen from lanini [ enigmatic ] because iliekdis. :T





and it is all truthhh. impressive rainbow. I feel so dull, though. :C

DOLLNEWS: 

I like dolls.
i have dolls.
i cant afford new dolls.
yet.

WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED, DEAREST LJ.

othernews: this will be the best christmas ever and i am so excited holyshit holyshit holyshit holyshit.
I am going to be throwing the shit out of mr.saturn. BREAKIN YOUR SHEILDS IRL. FUCK YES.

Hello Gulliver.



soooo.
I got a yo. C: